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May 2014

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It's raining today, heavily pouring
Reminds me of that day that my brain kept ringing
Your face so lost and beautiful at the same time
Will never trade that moment for billions of dimes.

I came running towards you with an umbrella on my hand
Don't care if my shoes were stained by the water and sand
There you are shivering and cold
Like an angel above, one poet has once told.

You said thank you and kept hugging yourself
I only listen to your words, ignoring the noise like i'm some kind of deaf
What i have found is a love so true
An angel to love forever and will always do.

I walked you to your house smiling crazily
Felt like flying when you thanked and hugged me
I can't stop the happiness that washed up past's pain
So there I was dancing madly in the rain.

Weeks past and we spent more time together
Our laughs and hugs that i thought will be forever
But as we face challenges that path became darker
Until fate came in the way to make the problem bigger.

There at that time, she stands outside my door
I can hear the tears that kept dropping in the floor
She hugged me and never want to let go
My past love, one past undefeated foe.

You came into my room with a cake in your hand
By entering it, you felt you're in an unwanted land
You dropped the cake and ran outside
Seeing your face crying breaks me up inside.

I release all my stress to push her away
Came running after you with all the words I want to say
Once i saw you outside, i also saw a light
Fast car that's ready to kill somebody with all it's might

My nerves were startled by the next thing that happened
I saw you crying and shouting that i can't be dead
My visions became blur and you were fading away
My lips can't move to speak up the words i wanted to say

"You're the one who change my view
You are more beautiful than the first morning dew
What you saw there was nothing to be afraid
You will always be the one and that will never change."

I wrote this poem hoping you'll get it from there
The world is cruel and truly unfair
I thought when i woke up i'll see your face again
But what i saw beside me was a crying friend

She explained all that happened and why i'm still here
Her next words raised up my unwanted fears
This heart that was alive and aching in my chest
You gave it so I can still live life to the fullest

My true love that just fade away
I'm looking forward to the day that i'll see you again
I'll be the one to hug and thank you and say
"I found an angel that was greater for a girlfriend"